Happy 2nd Year Anniversary Darling ~~~

Today has been 2 years + 7 days since our first date Oct 31st, back in 2005 with my dearest cup. Next, it will be Nov 15th, which was our first kiss, muaksss :*

I shall say throughout the 2 years, I really have my sweetest moments with you. Even though we did not spend most time traveling together due to the budget constraints, it makes our short trip to Singapore and Cameron Highlands even memorable and valuable. Now, I'm so looking forward for our Bali trip early next year, dear.

In the 2 years, I know we argued a lot but then we love each together like it never happens. Every time it happens, I'll try to think of the reasons to not repeat it again. I really hate it when you disagree with me, when you have so much ego that you won't ever want to leave it behind, when you always want everything to be the perfect, when you request this and that... no matter how strong my ego, I would still try to fulfill your requests and be a better person to fit you. No matter I did it willingly or not, it's simply because I have too much to lose... you.

I know you enjoy comparing me with you friends, who you claim to be your dream guy, who able to bring you to fancy restaurants and treats you like a princess. So, it makes me wonder what could I do to beat those guys? Should I bring you occasionally to fancy restaurants (even though it hurts my wallet deeply as I'm not even reach a financial freedom yet), should I treat you like a princess and your say becomes my order (to follow and let you win in every conversation)? So is this it? Is love to be judged by this?

People says loving someone meaning you would sacrifice things for him/her (to give but no to take), but I would say humans is selfish and tends to forget what's in front of him/her. It's simply because humans always attracted to new things, things that they couldn't resist and curious to explore into it.

To be perfectly honest, I am always loyal to all of previous girlfriend and you as well. I'm always proud of that because when I love someone, I would stick to her, like an octopus. I will never complains to her how other female friends are better, softer, sexier than her. I wouldn't want her to even feel the threat and lose confident in herself.

Other guys might be better than me in some ways, but it's not going to stop me from loving you more each day and learning to be better than them.


~ saucer ~